sophie

this happens quite frequently but before i went to bed last night i felt really motivated, like i had lots of things i wanted to do and yeah. today i got so Tired from staying up late that ive spent most of my afternoon napping and i done literally none of those things. but i didnt really attempt to, llike i was tired . didnt feel llike it
and like i really start to feel shitty when i dont do things, its probably fine tto mostly rest for like one day ,but that practically has been my whole january besides a bunch of things im doing for school and some other activities.,but it sorta ssucks that i just dont connect a lot with any of that stuff despite how involved i end up being (or pretend to be) at them.
but it just kinda sucks when i go to bed with all of this motivation and thinking of ideas and subjectively better things for me to do and then i wake up and do zero of it because im tired from doin everything i have to d.o. like i havent even posted inhere for like 3 weeks because i dont want to admit that im just not having fun after having a really bad winter hooliday. does this make senses