i mean its not for no reason i cant.. its because whenever im nnot doing great and i always assume thats gonna be a burden on my friends or gonna be a lot for them to deal with and whatever.. im really bad at realising how im struggling and how muchpeople actually care and genuinely want to help me through tough times. not everyones gonna be like that and some people would have their own reasons but i know (i think i do atleast) those who do. i just need to let them help me. its easy to cut people off instead but its not doing me any favors long term. and i mean i barely give people who would help the chance to do so because its notsomething im super comfortable getting.